Journaling: Having a hard time posting for myself here. I've done so much emotional venting and right now things are pretty good so I don't feel much need to vent. Things are not perfect by any means, but I do feel some peace. Letting go of things has helped me feel peaceful. I'm not driving myself crazy trying to control what everyone else is doing. Sometimes I slip a little, but I just keep moving forward.
There are some things that I'm letting lie right now that I know need to be worked on at some point. I don't talk to my family much and I know I'm just avoiding them. I need to deal with it. I'm having trouble sticking to a budget and find myself overspending. That is frustrating me and I hate being broke! I guess that is a goal I should have for myself--learning how to take care of my money!
With H home, I have to remind myself to keep up GAL. I sometimes want to hang around the house just in case. Gotta get out--don't want him thinking I'm there waiting.
