I didn't realize that it had been THAT long since your H & you ML. I also didn't realize he looks at porn. This puts a BIG spin on what's going on w/you guys.
Out of curiosity what type of porn does he look at?
GEL
I've only found pretty 'normal' stuff - just girlie magazines, sites. Since I 'snooped' a few months ago to find out what kind of stuff he was looking at, he locked his computer, so I don't know if that's changed, or if there's other stuff buried better. If you go back far enough, it's all in my old threads.
This is what started the worst of the abusive stuff this fall - I had managed to get to a point where I was getting flirtatious, getting comfortable with my sexuality towards H again, just barely...then my Dad arrived, and H couldn't deal with my outgoing, 'American' me.
