Further journalling...

I emailed H today about this weekend's plans - confirming that D is going up again.

Then also asked if I could have D two weekends in a row in May, when my sister comes over to visit. All couched in friendly language, basically asking for his confirmation or agreement.

H just rang me, to say he had received the email. Said it was fine by him.

Then said he was coming down to the city tomorrow to see the accountant (that's funny, I thought that was last week, LOL!! ) and then he planned to take D out of school for lunch. I said, fine!

He then asked, did I want to come?

Folks, as you know, I have spent the last eighteen months hanging onto his every (sporadic) invite... but this time I said, well, I 'm a little busy tomorrow, so I think I need to just carry on with what I have to do... but thanks!

God knows what I think, I AM tired of the jerking around stuff, though.

No meanness on my part, I'm just going to be a little harder to get.

Older guy is keen to take me out Sunday for a meal! I'll call it a pleasant time out and LANGUAGE PRACTICE!

Livnlearn

PS No, no, the suspicion that H is seeing OW2 off at the station/airport tomorrow has NOT crossed my mind, perish the thought!

"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates