Insomnia is keeping me up in the wee hours, and no prizes for guessing what is contributing to that. I have had a stressful week all round - starting with getting bad news from someone in my country of origin - his grown up son was invovled in a bad accident and may lose his hand... I tried ringing them yesterday but they were not at home.
I allowed myself to get roped in to that job I was not keen to get invovled in after the woman virtually pleaded with me to, yet now she is finding fault in everything I suggest and driving me absolutely nuts! I haven't felt moved to get in touch with my friend as I still have to process some of those negative feelings about her. And then H rings and tells me all about his lovely time with w3.
Pam, w3 I explained about in a post some months ago. She is a woman who used to be the girlfriend of a friend of ours about ten years ago. She turned up living close to H in the hills last year. She has a kid of about four, and a boyfriend who is not the father. The boyfriend lives in the city and comes up regularly. I started seeing red flags with some of the things H said about this woman. I voiced my fears that she would turn out to be OW3 at some point down the road.
The trouble with telling H all about my lovely walk with male friend is that D knows this guy and will no doubt inform H that he is much older and not attractive in any way, not likely to be a romantic interest, as I have made very clear. But, even in that regard, I think I am getting into hot water. Older guy phoned the other day and offered to buy D a new bike (I have to get one for her as she has outgrown hers). I declined.
I just want to crawl under a blanket and sleep for a long time, but even sleep doesn't come, after going to bed early to catch up on it.
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
