Dear Pam - I'm sorry you are continuing to face these difficulties.
Quote: I had to excuse myself and go in my bedroom as I couldn't even stand to be near him.
He came to the bedroom door before he left, and said "can I tell you something?"
I told him "no, I don't want you to tell me anything."
Sometimes we do need a break, I'm glad you were able to stick to your defined space. As for the rest of it, I guess we all take one day at a time, right?