Faith, hope and Love... thats your thread name, pam...!!... faith, hope and love in a better future... yes, you had thought for 2 or 3 days that future can be with h, and now you return to a future by your own, but with a lot of faith, hopes and love that everything will be ok and wondefull for you and your kids... They just put us on the same roller coaster they are, so... hang in there... relax, breath, there will be more ups and downs, but you are in a better position, more calm, in peace, knowing that you do the best...!!... Andrea