I do get the part about creating mystery. And I think that a little jealousy could be ok too.
And to tell you the truth H actually does a weird thing where he comes closer when he has been naughty, really naughty. That is usu when he starts calling me honey or sweetie, pays me a lot of attention. He actually seems to enjoy being a "bad boy." And that gives me a really icky picture of OW spanking him saying "Oh you naughty, naughty boy."
So what is a girl to do? Be a little naughty myself?
Friday night S12 has a spring dance for junior cotillion. I am going out to dinner with a girlfriend after we drop off our S's and before we head back to the dance where the last dance is this mother/son, father/daughter deal.
I have a killer outfit to wear that I bought in Tokyo in the fall and never got a chance to wear.
My girlfriend just got engaged and we may meet up with her new honey for drinks later on, since I have not met him yet.
Saturday night I am making dinner for a friend.
Did I mention that my boys are going camping from Saturday am until Sunday at noon?
It may take H by surprise that I am not going to re-arrange my schedule for him, but then again he may have already forgotten that he ever even mentioned it in the first place.
This would be about the fourth time since we separated that we had tried the dating thing. Each time he gets close then runs away fast and scared. It is just really hard for me to get into it while he is still hooked up with OW, hard for me to give it my all if you know what I mean, then H ends up thinking that I am cold, uncommunicative, etc.
It is almost impossible for me not to wear my heart on my sleeve and H knows me so well that faking it is hard too.
