Hi Pam It is amazing t know, after that friends story, how long it could be the roead until they really find out how mistake and erronous they were and what they had lost... I know days will be brigther for you... yes they will... and try remembering the good and special things you earned bc your R, for yourself... sure there are, although the present time... not as a handle hope feeling, but as a reaffirmation that you didnt lost your time, and it was an imporant part of of your life that will continue... you will continue eraning more and more beautifull moments, learnings... Andrea