I'm sorry it has come to this but dammit, I know what you are going through. You'll feel mad, sad and believe it or not relieved sometimes.
I'm deadly serious when I tell you that your words have helped pump me up and give me confidence when I leave the house. I look forward to see what you've written. I mean it, if you ever need an immediate pick me up or help with anything, feel free to shoot me an e-mail at matthewf@surfcity.net . It'll go straight to my blackberry and I'll get it right away.
The next couple of months will be crucial for your success (with or without him). You have to continue to do things for you. You guys all think that I have it together, well I still have my days. Last night was one of them. I had a big blow up on the phone with the W. But I'm here to talk about you, not me.
QT, you will get through this. What I get from your writing is that you are an incredibly positive person, fun to be around, etc. He'll either realize he f'd up or he wont. Either way you will come through this a better person. It won't be easy, but you'll do it!!
