Happy Monday Everyone... Just wanted to update you on whats going on with me. Things are still really hard. H left for the weekend but came back last night to see daughter but I was at Emergency room with her. I was at brunch after church with my mom and a family friend....D1 was playing with a flower when one petal flew off and she went after it and fell flat on her face. Her nose is all bruised but thank God it isnt broken. Well, H stayed the night last night but we really didnt talk much because after yesterday I was beat and had a headache. I am a little scared to talk to him because I know that he is going to bring something up and I dont want to hear it. I am tired of all of this stuff....I am emotionally beat. H did tell me on Sat night that he spoke to his Uncle and he said that H can stay there...his uncle also told him what a wonderful person I am and he hope that everything works out for us. He told him that he can move in at the beginning of the month since he just bought a new home....so I guess H is staying home until then. h also said that uncle told him if we can work out our difference befor the first of the month there is no problem with him not staying there. Is that a hint to try for the next few weeks? I dont want to try and analyze things....I just need to know what to do. I would love to work things out but can I allow a friendship with H and OW. Where or what should I do now....do I really have a choice...I am scared and nervous...my stomach is a mess! All of your help is appreciated and necessary!!!!!!
