D... I love all of the encouragement that you give me. Thank you so much. I am really trying to work on myself. I can say that I havent said ILY or been overly affectionate for a couple of days now. I am a little proud of myself. We took my Stepson to see Robots last night....my mom watched D1. We didnt sit by eachother but I didnt dread it I enjoyed the movie and was happy. This morning H came into the bathroom while I was taking a shower and said bye and came to give me a kiss....(Oh my gosh...I am shocked) that is one of the first times in a long time that he has done that....no clod shoulder for once....(Oh yeah...its April Fools Day....well, I am not a fool...so he isnt playing me..:-)) Well, so far the day is going great....it is so beautiful outside....I hope and pray that I can continue being happy....I need to stay strong....Wish me well! BQT
