Sun.. My H loves my daughter so much. I know that having a baby with me was a mutual decision and I think that he started getting nervous at the end. All of the resbonsibilies all over again.(He has a son from a previous marriage) He started talking to this girl when I was about 6-7 months pregnant and she was married too! She left her husband for mine. I have spoken to her and wanted to kill her(not really kill) I feel that she is trash for her behavior as well. She is only 26 with 3 childern her youngest is 2. She has told me some of the meanest grossest things and it made me sick. I love my H and I hae been willing to forgive him and move on....but to do that she or any other woman needs to be gone. I am selfish I guess. I am not out there f*%$ing around and I dont want to. If he wants her I know that I will be hurt but I wish that he would just go....and then him saying that he will never file for the D...I think that its all crazy. If he loves me and is not in love with me...and he is in love with her....why doesnt he just go. I am really fed up and I really think that he knows it. I hate secrets between H and W....so I dont feel that having a secret friend is good. Ahhhhhhh....I really dont know where to go from here. I am wondering if I should just give up! My heart is so tired of aching......:-(
