I hear you Sun. I'm trying to hang in there to without thinking to much about what's happening behind the scenes. I have to remind myself constantly of the things that I did to contribute to this mess even though I've forgiven myself already. I also know that the way my wife is right now is not who she really is and that if i could change so fast it's certainly possible for her to do the same. I just want that to be before I can't take anymore.
