Thanks for your advise. H came home at about midnight drunker that I have ever seen him...he didnt even remember driving home....that is scary. H got sick and passed out in the bathroom....boy that sound like fun huh! I know in my heart that he was with the OW last night and then went out for drinks with his friends. If you can call them friends for letting him drive in that condition. I am still young but I am so past that stage. H is still sleeping today and keeps telling me that he doesnt feel well....so to F*^$% bad....I am not feeling sorry for him....but I did get him something to eat. (stupid of me I know) he did wisper to me that he wants a D still....What am I suppose to do....he has never been gone from 130p to 12mid without calling...I was so worried! I feel that I have lost some respect in him....he stinks of cigarettes and booze....yuck! I am still so sad but I got up dolled myself up and am going to do my own thing today. Please help me to think of what I should do next....Please also keep me in your thought and prayers...
