Hello Everyone and Happy Friday! I had a pretty good night last night. H of course went to the bar...I asked my mom to watch D1 and she said yes. So...I fixed my hair put on a geen shirt and went down by the beach. H came homw after I was gone and called wondering where I was because he could smell my perfume. Well as the night went on he came down to where I was and after a little while we went home. We had an alright time....I kept trying to act as if he was just my friend....Yikes! Sometimes it was hard. Guess What...This was not on purpose at all. When I left from the beach I said the words ILY....and when I realized it came out I wanted to say ...Oops I didnt mean it. I just pretend like it was nothing....Gosh...why wasnt I thinking. Did I screw up?
Well as the night went on he came down to where I was and after a little while we went home. We had an alright time....I kept trying to act as if he was just my friend....Yikes! Sometimes it was hard. Guess What...This was not on purpose at all. When I left from the beach I said the words ILY....and when I realized it came out I wanted to say ...Oops I didnt mean it. I just pretend like it was nothing....Gosh...why wasnt I thinking. Did I screw up? 
