First of all I want to thank you all for your support. They way that each one of you responds makes me feel a lot better...it nice to be able to talk and get some support from people that understand what I am going through. My biggest problem with H is the disrespect that he gives me. I dont know how to go about like it doesnt bother me. Also like last night....wow he came straight home from work...and then after dinner he advised me that he was going to have a few beers....then he asked me if I minded if he went....I smiled and said of course not but he said that he could see in my face that I didnt want him to go....Boy oh boy.....he went anyways! I really didnt mind though.....Yikes I am crazy!
