Ouch! That really hurt! Just kidding...it made me smile! You are always right I thought it was going to be cute but boy oh boy was I wrong. I guess that it just isnt time for that....I need to be there to listen even though I wasnt trying to pursue him. My mind was in the wrong place. You are COMPLETELY correct....if he wanted to be here with me he would have been home and not at some dive bar alone(?)I guess that I cant make a lot of good ideas right now because I am so confused and in despair. NY I dont know your entire story but what I have read I just wanted to say I am sorry for how you have bben feeling and I am here for you when you need a smile or support