NG and I certainly have a lot of unfinished business, stuff we have just glossed over that will no doubt come back to haunt us at a later date. I don't think we are in any hurry, but every now and then, I just feel things are not 'so'.
The press here seems to be so full of affairs - from the recent royal wedding, the celebrity sagas and agony columns. I noticed yesterday that NG turns the page very quickly when there is something in the papers - he is definitely still very uncomfortable about the whole thing.
Somedays it is very, very hard to act as if, when what I'd really like to do is have a meaningful discussion with him, about how he is coping, about why the spontaneity has seeped out of our relationship. But, none of this will get us closer, so we let sleeping dogs lie, for now. I just hope he is ready soon.
