Mellanie... thats so normal... YOU ARE TIRED...!... tired of wanting a response or an actitude like that and not receiving it at all... and finally, when it cames, you question yourself... and what about all the hurt yet made?... So, swallow that flowers if you wish, and work yurself in what can be the forgivness issue... i dont know your present situation... i will look maybe it is an alien who is sending you that flowers... they can do fix flax so easily... always expecting we accept all as quickly as they change theis actitude...