Well, I do want to focus, so here are my goals for the year, and progress in the first 2 months (yikes, how time flies)
Enjoy today, everyday, with NG Honestly, I think we are doing a better job of enjoying each other now than we did before the a. It's like our senses are more engaged, and we are trying harder to be considerate companions. BUT, there is an underlying current of unfinished business, lack of trust on my part, and lack of confidence in his.
Focus on improving my health, physical energy, and emotional well being Hmmm, my real world buddies are nowhere in sight, I've unfortunately put on 4 lbs (its been so darned cold...) and them abs are no trimmer than in December. Yoga is coming along nicely though. NG seems keen to explore pilates, so we'll see what comes next.
In the interest of focus, I'll stick to these two - especially as the social network seems to have acquired a life of its own and is growing in leaps and bounds. My job now is to journal at least once a week an interaction with NG that surfaces discomfort for me - too often I try to brush these feelings away, only to have them return in greater strength later Time to tackle some of these demons.
Time to tackle some of these demons.
