I have hobbies, and am basically trying to start a business up..I also work in a school for my sins....how do I dress...well due to lack of self asteem jeans and jumper ...I am overweight...size 18's...but curvey..in the right places...I am no oil painting. I am a member of a gym so I am going to up that somewhat even if I only sit around the pool for 3 hours reading. sometimes I hate him...I know I no longer believe in that love thing, cos it cant make you feel this bad Its just so sad, I have so much to give...but if he doesnt want it what do you do. I am in councilling at the mo, I had a terrible childhood and my father died last year and it just all came to a head....lots of rejection as a child...and here we go again..I really feel worthless. A.
