Good points, thanks. I think Im still looking for a quick fix here and have got to realize that there is no such thing. I find it difficult to stay on an even kilter with reguards to our R.
I have found something that seems to help when the emotions boil up inside. Its something called EFT. Its a rather interesting technique that seems to be able to free you mind of many differnt emotions that sometimes boil up.
Anyhow back to acting as if and working on the only thing I can effect change upon, Myself.
You mentioned a number of times that flags were waving for you when reading about my stich, anything that might shed a little light on my dark times? Any insights would be most welcome.