Well tried a new tactic yesterday, thought I would try a 180 on my 180.. That is I thought I would start showing a little more compassion / affection to my W. This morning she looked a little concerned so I asked her what's up? She told me she was confused by the sudden change in my attitude and was wondering what she did to change it. I mentioned that she did nothing that it was me trying to make a change. She didnt want to talk about it, but said we would talk later.
I guess this might be a small glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel. I guess I have to learn to take it that way.
I wonder if Michell needs to add a 180 - 180 to her list of things to try. That is go dark, then back to the light?
I hope I can keep this new attitude up, its a tough one. But at least im trying something..
