csw-- She doesn't treat me as broken. In fact, she told me that bad things happen to a lot of kids and they survive. Nice, huh? I don't think she truly meant it like that but it felt that way nevertheless.
I just admitted all of this to her last week and on the weekend. I just admitted it to myself last week. So it's all still new and raw.
I feel broken and like damaged goods. I don't expect her to fix me...I just want her to understand me and what happened!!
