--------after spending 2K on artwork that same day--------
My kind of people, being an artist myself!!!!!

My W is hurt that badly as well. Before I blamed it on no K's, crappy rental house, stress of building, failure of business, etc, now it is clear that rejection is the biggest hurdle we face. If she is unwilling to forgive the past and let me back into her heart, I'm SOL.
I am making decent $$ now, I am getting a real job, and ditching my artist dream. It is after I gave up the business and switched to ebay this summer that W really started to drift away. She dropped the bomb around mid Nov. She says she feels taken advantage of, like she did it all. My being a mildly messy LDH followed by art failure were tough pills to swallow, and she finally saw the big picture (her words). I foolishly pointed out that she never told me she loved me anymore, and that helped her realize that she really didn't love me anymore (her words), and she has said more than once that she doesn't think she can get it back. No energy left to invest.

How to I work my way back into the bedroom, now that I let myself out? it seems W & righty have gone and left me alone.