Lost, you sound so much better and I think you are doing great and obviously seeing some baby steps for your efforts. And your H sounds like he really wants to change his life and get forgiveness for what he has done. I think this is wonderful news. It is hard to trust again--everytime his cell phone rings it brings back a bad feeling--not so much anymore though. It does take time, but we can get there. Patience and take care of and be respectful to you too.
