Ok... its over... finally yesterday he said he wants us to separate... When he get home i was playing piano while drinking an scoth... he served himself another and seated in the sofa.. when i finished playing piano, i seated besides and talked about anything... my literature class, children, etc... so in a moment he said - So, andrea, what we will do?.... (obviously refering to the M)... and i answered him... you know what i want to do, the one who doesnt know or feel confused is you, so... i think you want to be happy, me too... you has the right to feel happy, me too... i want to be happy in my M, but i cant do it alone... So, if you want to work on M we both can be happy... Love is not something that appear and disappear as a on and of switch... love is a feeling that needs to be cultivate, feed so it can sparkle and bright again... You know who i am... the same women who always loves you, who works a lot, who changes, forgive, accept, some times thiner than other, but always georgeos and nice going and presentate... Dont ask me again what we will do, bc i know what i wish to do... you need to answer youself what do you want to do... So, he said... Ok... lets separate... I said: ok... if that is what you want... i will talk to children, you can talk also with them and look for a place to go...!! He said: No... it will take time and i wish we could get an agreement without spending so much in lawyers... so, lets wait till that to move on... I said... Ok, lets began... what kind of agreement..?... Are you dispose or open to accept the lend, loan, i made you to buy the clinic action?... (My father bought me an apartment when i got married... bc a sister divorce, my father was always care about us, conserving the owner of properties in case of divorces, etc... So, when i decide to sell my apartment (in which we were living) to buy clinic action and live by rent, i asked him to sign a paper in which he accepted it was a loan i was making that in case of divorce he has to return)...
He answered: a clinic action that both bought, a loan that you made to the marriage comunity... Me: so, you are accepting yu swindle me when you signed that paper, you signed knowing that in the future you will not fulfill the compromise...?.... So, what kind of agreement can we do if all is as always, as the last separations??..... HE: Ok... do yur accounts, and lets seat to analyze it and see how we can handle all... Me: Ok... So, i only expect you really find happiness outside, bc all the sadness you are causing us needs to have a reason... a good reason, a valid reason... He denied and denied there is other person, although he said and said he wants to find other person and feel happy So, that is my sitch right now... wish me luck with my kids, happiness in my future, and calm and peace in the days for coming...!! Andrea
