Well... another week starting for us... a short ones bc in my country was a long weekend...
H is still in the same actitude... no intimate, but more affective... no R talks, but more comunicative... No future expecctations but talking more about our lives (for example our home credit, etc). So, i am asking myself that if he is still following his C instructions about no intimate at all or if he doesnt feel needs for that?...
By the other side, i know he thinks thats the best for not creating expectations or hopes between us, but... What about sharing all that fun moments (a lot this weekend) with common friends...?... that isnt creating expectations... at least for other couples who saw us together, laughing, sharing?... What if this actitude or behavior is the most confortable and easy for him... just maintaining the appeareance, his perfect world, his perfect M with others but in the real world all that is only ficticiuos...!!... I am wondering if can it be good to talk about that with him...
by one side maybe he will feel that like a pressure from me... hey, we are complete together or we cant be together.... but by the other i think he needs some kind of that pressure, maybe bc in the past days he use to react well after my pressure... but again, that will be a pressure reaction and not an spontaneus ones...!! Things arent easy for me... after sharng lovely days, yesterday alone with other couples, without children at all, then we lied side by side at bed and nothing again, nothing ever happen, a touch, a kiss, a hug and of course the other one either.. i am afraid to spend all this moments, feeding my memories, my account, my history with him, and then to finish in a D... please, i need some words of wisdom here...
Andrea