Right now i am feeling nice but so scared at the same time... H is being different... it is like he decides to try??... Although we hadnt been intimate, he is being more affective, more talkaltive, comunicative, and today i said by to him with a little mouth kiss and he was ok with that (he ddnt reject it.. he is now in a camp, bc he and a friend had to let our childre there and both parents will return tomorrow after leaving children there).
On the road to soccer game of my S i talked to him about my projects work and he was so happy and talking about our property and that bank had said ok sending out new contract arrangement with the new social interest...
But, on soccer game i became so jelaus... i was seated with moms and he was at another part of the field, and he always talked and talked at cell phone... So, when i was leaving i reached him and he was saying at phone "it can be... if you said..." or somethng like that... i accept my insecure arouse and i asked him "Who is? and he, with not angry but disconfort eyes answered me was a patient... i again asked him Why you have all game talking at phone?!!.. and he answered me many patients had called... so, i try to fix my comment saying... do you have an emergency?... no, no... and that was all... after that we said by with the kiss i mention before...
I dont know why this jelaus and insecure feelings arise on me, and also i beleive a lot in woman instinct... so... if he having a PA or SA... i dont know... everything points out that no... he always reurn early at home... he is always with us... he always get out with me at weekend...
By my side, everything is flowing, and i am wrking hard on my project for radio and the other works...
I will appreciate some comments please... about signals or how to know if he maintain an A...?!!... and about all this strange and suddenly change of acctitude... i dont want to be hopefulness... i dont want to expect nothing, and bc of that i am so scared about everything returning to the same limbo land
Andrea