Pam... dont feel worried about introducing OW issue in my story... yes, i had thought on that possibility... more bc in the past there was an ow, that in the first crisis explotion... So, yes... i am open eyes about that... i had ask h about there is someone special around that perhaps is the cause of all... and he denied it but that isnt any sure signal bc they never accept it until is evident... When we had talked, in some conversations, he had brought the ow theme, always saying he acted wrong being with a young lady, hyrtng me so bad, etc... also he times to times use to say that always people tend to say a M brokes bc an OW, and that the OW isnt the cause, the cause is that the M isnt working... ¿Self analyze??... ¿Thinking in his probable situation?... I dont know... I dont want to transform myself in a spy... thats not a life.. i am open eyes, but nothing more... and you know, when he try not to tell me where he is or what he is doing i think is more bc his needs to build the wall... bc in the past, when Ow existes, he tends me to bring more justifications, explanations for his moves just avoiding me to suspect nothing... i dont know if you undrestand... By the other side, the last days, and before traveling, he use to arrive late at home, usually at 9:00pm.. but two times he had arrived at 12... for example, yesterday.. but this is recentrly... when our situation has turned more cold... 2 weeks or months ago, he use to arrive home early and always call me for everything when he was going to stay late...!!.. In the past i had a great source of information (by his mail) but i lost that source... Another sign that can indicate me there is no OW is that in the past he never leave his cell phone away from him... right now he doesnt look or take care about this... No strange call, no strange cell messages as in the past... Maybe there isnt OW... but maybe he is interest or looking after OW... i think maybe one who runs like him, who knows...!!... i think that yes, it can be a woman that has makes this suddenly changes on him... We spent a wonderfull december together... and from january tll now, this all is happening... If there is someone, i wish i could know it...!!... only that i dont know how to find it and again, i dont win nothing asking him... he will always deny it...!!... i will appreciate your comments... Andrea By the way, i send him a cell mesage asking if everything was OK with his plane travel today (he went difhing and he knows i am so nervous about planes)... so he answered me inmediatly... tellling me he just arrive and was going to the club to take the boat... So... one of the friends he say will go with him i notice bc messanger in the PC thats is on line... can it be his wife that works with him... can it be the secretary, you know that PC opens messanger automatic... but can it be my h friends and he lied... so.. how can i find it??
