So... i didnt send him the message but i called him to his cellphone, so nice, asking... Hey, everything is OK?... Oh yes, dont worry it just that i stay here at clinic (the phone number in my ID was from the clinic) drinking something with friends... "ok... i was a littleworry bc you use to call... thats all"... yes, i will go soon, bc i will wake early tomorrow...

I went to bed and got sleep...!... This morning he stand, in a good mood, saying just hello and telling me he was going fishing with other 3 friends...he asked me if i need money (guilty acctittude?)... i asked him so calm and nice about his medical consult (he use t be so preocupiied abpu his medical consult, and now he decide going fishing in a working day )... he answered he changed to friday the patients he had today...
Also yesterday in a phone call i made him bc i was going to his clinic, he told me he wasnt there... so. i ask normally Where you are?... and now he always use to answer, after seconds, i am doing business things.. and nothing more.. like saying, hey, it is my day, my world, and you dont need to know anything about it...!
What a crazy changes... again, he is putting the big wall between us... again he is tryng to remark i am here, you are there...

About me, yesterday i went to lab bc i maybe have anormal hormonal changes (bc irregular menstruation), so lets see...!!.. i also went to gynecology, and care about myself and my health...! I am wrkng a lot in a project, and thats so important... i feel like if i am economic independent i will take some decissions....
stay around and excuse my english
Andrea