tHANKS ELLIE... I DONT KNOW if i do it right, but i just sent him a mail, even he told me he hate to receive mails but i know he read ir ... in that mail i put this conclussion i am working hard to be part of my life right now...
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After our conversation and after thinking a little I have reached a conclusion that i need to communicate, although you do not like to read mails... Nobody is possession of anybody and I will never be able to control the decisions that you take the time throughout... I must let you to choose... I will try to live happy with you and with me, love you with freedom and without prevailing me of what i feel although it causes more damage to me in the future and, over everything, I want to let youself decide with who you want to be... i wish you Luck in that inner trip ... I hope that serves the best thing for you