Dear Ellie:
Thanks so much to be always there for me...!!
About muy image, all i can tell you is that i always try to look the best for him, well, at morning i am not alll the best i can but yes, i always wear little clothes that remark my breast, etc... since jnuary i had lost 5 kilograms... i am caring about my calories intake and doing exercise... and yes, i feel better now with myself...!!.. but i still feel i am not the atractive he wants me to be...!!.. he wants a JLO and i am still far from that but i love myself
About being more erotic and atractive in actitude, yes... i need to improve that, maybe making some comments picarous or hot, more humour and less serious, more jokes, i dont know a lot about being that way... i am so friendly, well mood, laughs a lot, but......
About himself feeling not loved... i cant imagine that but yes, it could be... but i am always there to help him, only yesterday i had sent him a phone message saying him: Congratulations to the doctor i admire and love the most...!!... even am not working i am trying to catch a big proyect and i help him with some money that cames to me from my last job liquidation... and i do for him a mensual newspaper that he brings to his med patience about his speciality...!!
I dont think PC snooping have something to relate with his feelings, and i think is not a good idea to throw away the misterious issue around that snoop or some calls i had received that there was no one or were wrong calls and he assk with jealous who was it.. i only answered him: it was a wrong call... i dont know who was...!!... and thats all.. I also comment him i was expecting a good proyect to beguin and he was glad with that... i remark him that was so important for ME...!!... and yes it is...!!
Abour love languages, he respond nice to Words of affirmation
Right now he dont reject but no answer too much to physical touch... i dont know, maybe he is feeling myself trying not to show him affection even i want... maybe i can change this and be myself... what i want... being affective but accepting and not blaming if he doesnt response to my affections as i wants...??
The acts of service until nor didnt cause the effect i want so... for him maybe isnt so important...

The quality of times seems to be important but not as an erotic level but as a pleasent and calm R
And the gifts languaje do not work or has the effects i need... so i stop that language...!!
Again, thanks for being there and i will wait for your answer or comments...


Gifts (things, like jewelry, a new gadget, etc.)