Yesterday at night after a lovely evening with friends, again and maybe bc my desesperation and my confution of double message, i asked him Why he doesnt want to have sex or be intimate with me... that after a lovely night with friends and when, as ussual since the last 2 and a half months, he said goodnight witout a touch, a kiss, and nothing...!!... His answer was the same... I dont desire it... So, this time i reply... "You dont desire at all, o you dont desire me?... and his answered, an answer it seems he desnt want to say, was... I dont desire you... ¿Do you feel we are ok to make or desire making love?... So... he doesnt want to talk in that moment, he said maybe we an talk in a dinner or so, as always, and get sleep after me saying i feel frustrated and alone, and that i prefer to be alone but out of this rejection...!! We are not well is his feeling, but we continue getting out with friends and enjoying time together... We are not well but he invite me to dinner on valentines day.. We are not well but he makes plans with me and with the familly... Now i am the one who feels sad and depresed...!! Now i am the on who is losing patience... I love too much this man and i am so sad bc his rejection...!!
