Gerry, its nice to know that even the bad moment i am living, i can still be inspiration for someone who is suffering and strugling much as i am... any advice or help i can give will pleasure me..!!

Ellie, before you write i had moved the furniture, replace it and now see how to fix ir...!!... so, again it seems i am not too erronous..!!
About getting out with friends, right now i think maybe he feel it will be like a reaction of his talks... maybe letting pass some days, and then doing that will be more effective and yes, it will take the effect i want...
Although i use to be here when he returned from jogging at morning, and since monday i am never here... so, he was wondering why bc he ask me today, when he need me too leave to the conference, what i am doing at mornings?!!... so, i answered him i was helping a friend organizing a conference but that there will be no problem if i let him to conference and not help my friend so early

Other thing i am doing since monday and that you remember me not to stop (althpugh you sing at kitchen) is:
- Putting music while taking a bath and singing a lot

Stay around and again thakns all for your support
Andrea