Quote: his problem is an old problem... and he doesnt resolve it yet..!!... so... The rivotril i think is more for anxious and panic than depression... i dont know if he is depress... it seems to me bc... 1. it is like he isnt enjoying at all (sometime i think it is bc of me) 2. he has problem to sleep well...!! 3. he is low sex drive (or he doesnt wants me????), see.. in december, whn we spent a fun time at an isle here n my country, we do sex a lot, he was relax, he drink some whiskies, so... maybe can be that... stress... depression...!! 4. i look sadness in his eyes and he seems to be so preocuppied...!! 5. he seems to bee frustrated with his success at work! so... maybe yes, he can be depressed... or maybe i can be the source of his depression... oh no... whtat i am saying... he had gone 2 times and he disndt find out his happiness neither... who can understand... waaao... what a crazy moment i am living...!
Hola Andrea. Sorry you have to be back again. Do you know what triggers your H's recurrences? Is there a common circunstance that leads to his changes? A specific time of the year, events in the family/friends...?
Why do you think it is your fault? Many serious depressions are actually cyclical. Have there been any changes in you that you think can have triggered it or is it that you are (very understandably) feeling down and tired of this and are starting to personalise?
"You don't throw a whole life away just 'cause it's banged up a little"
Tom Smith in "Seabiscuit"
