Since almost two yars i am back again... Who doesns knows me can read my long long history looking by my name for my threads... i think the last one was
but i know i have some good good friends who can remembr me... 2 years trying to piece my m, but now my h is again confuse negative points: 1- We have 2 months without any sex R 2- i am tires of crisis
Positive points: 1- For the first time in a long time he is counselling (alone, he doesnt feel is a good idea to council together) 2- I have more and more information about divorce remedy... i have almost a PHD. 3- It seems there is no OW around... and he is always care about us...
What annoy me 1- no touch, no pretty words, no details at all. it is like we are partner, friends, nothing more. 2- he ask me to be patience... How much more?!!! 3- The limbo land, not knowing what will end the future... 4- until when i need to accept his crisis... repated crisis?
What i am doing? 1- caring abpout me i will return to my c on thursday, i am jogging all nights, i am looking good always, i am tryng to detach and not to be affected by his words specially in my R with my kinds, i am trying to laugh and smile. 2- I am looking for a job... i need to feel more secure about myself in economic issue 3- i am working trying to treat him like a teenager, a child, a confuse person... this time i am ok also i recognize i am not perfect and i have my faults, his crisis is bc of him... nothing more... Do you think is ok wo treat him that way...? Last night i had asked him: do you have the libido down...?!!... bc independet of what we are feeling, i need sex, so... do you masturbate yourself... he was mute... finally he said: i dont want it.. He is ding a lot of exercise... and he is taking rivotril... maybe his libido is down... or is bc of me?!!! Well, see you around again... i will beguin reading yoyr excellent posts... and stay in touch
