Shawn The show is still on. It's actually a follow up to one that she did last year in May. That one I think was just about one family where the guy cheated on his wife for 15 years and finally decided to tell her about it. The today's show deals with the same family plus several others.
Interesting thing was just brought up. Some woman said she would like to know all the details (the same thing I wanted and mostly got) and the therapist that's one of the guests on the show said it's not a good thing because it creates "new memory trauma". I think I see the point of that because it happened to me but I also feel that once I got my details I did not have to have my imagination run wild and make things up that were probably out of the proporsion for what really happened.
Was my H truthfull when he gave me the details? I hope so, I Saw the affect it had on him when he was telling/answering questions. I was so hung up in the first month on trying to work out how I should behave, how I should allow this to affect me that I kept agonizing over him and her. Now, maybe I don't know everything, and I still do get angry when letting my mind wonder but I have this peaceful feeling that I'm strong, I am taking care of myself and it's my time now.
How have you been lately? I was catching up on the posts (not posting much myself) and was sad to see that you had some backslides (personal and others). Hope you were able to kick back from the bottom and you're on your way to the top again.
