Hm...so this is what I got so far: having an affair is like living a fantasy. Both of you are giving the best to the other one because it's all that you want to give. No baggage, no daily life problems - just the giddy feeling that you're the best!
Some of those guys are so pathetic - I'm not seeing much of what actually happened to me but there are bits and pieces that I will take away and use it for my own purpose- to give myself a peace of mind and learn how to cope.
I really hope others of you are watching - it's an eye opener, it's a de ja vous in one aspect and the guiding light in another.
