GEL Thanks dear. It's been tough fighthing my personal demons (the trust issue, the pride that he left me and got it on with someone else - although he says it was only as far as kissing) even the fact that he tells me how incredibely much he loves me and yet he was ready to write me off - stuff like that is hard to just stop thinking about but I know I have to.
So we are going on a cruise together at the end of April (7 days Wester Caribean), last weekend we spent together in Chicago doing the "couple's thing" and it was great. I find that I get my hang ups less and less and even if they do happen I'm much quicker to snap out of it plus we communicate great - sometimes (well, most of the time) he gets defensive but it doesn't last too long.
