Gabriel and Sam, Thanks for posting. I just wanted to give you an update.
I have not started dating, however I feel like I'm about ready for the plunge.
I'd say XW is pretty serious about OM, since she works with/for him, lives with him and seems to spend every single moment with him. She is a very committed woman, that is until she changes her mind. I still have the love/hate feelings for her. Still stinging from this mornings pickup up when I noticed lingerie and a blanket laying on the couch. The mind can play the cruelest scenes! I guess it wouldnt hurt if I didnt still love her, It would be easy if I didnt still love her. XW swears that OM wasnt in the picture before the bomb. I'll probably never know the truth, and I have to accept that.
My boys are doing great. I am soooo proud of those two little guys. I went away for a four day fishing trip, I called mid trip and they seemed to be doing good and missed their daddy. I spend alot of time with them and try to enjoy and be thankfull for every moment I'm with them. Anyway they are really good boys and I am so proud of them. Cant wait to spend the afternoon with them.
My mother told me a really sad story that I thought I would share. A 27 year old man who attends our church died last week after heart surgery. He left behind a wife and two children. I've always compared divorce to death and in a lot of ways divorce seems worse, but as traumatic as divorce is I cannot imagine a child loosing a parent. I am so thankful that my boys have both parents, even if it is part time. Stories, like this are heart wrenching, but make me thankfull for what God has given me and my children.
I continue to follow your posts and wish everyone the best. Take care.
