Hey Sam, nice to hear from you. I've just been hanging around. To be honest I dont do much in the way of DBing anymore. XW is in love and living with OM. She has no interest in me, she has all of her focus on him and her new career. She called last night as I was dozing off. Started off by saying she called for no real reason other than she had not talked to me in awhile. She also said she knew I was avoiding her because I was upset with her (which is true). I responded by saying it was difficult to talk to her. Does anyone else have this problem? I know we'll never be together again, and she's in love with him and they will probably get married. My mind know's this is all true, but my heart still misses the person I knew (most likely the person she shares with him, I guess). Anyway it took me about 3 hours to get to sleep after the 10 minute conversation. I just keep telling myself "I'm doing the best I can"
