Last week XW met me for lunch. I invited her, no this in not good DBing, but I really dont feel DBing will work for us. Its been a year and she has never shown any interest in me.
She told me she is in love with OM, and he is moving in with her next month. Right now I feel about as low as I have ever felt. While its no big shock, I had hope, I dont think I have hope anymore. I really wanted us to have another chance, I really love her and want to share my life with her. She has rejected me at every turn and a years worth of rejection is all I can take. I know when I've had enough. I've had enough. Until now I've never given up on anything. I just cant go on hoping for a future with her. Its time for me to turn away from her. I feel its the only way.
