I forgot to mention a positive that happened Monday. S2 was sick so I picked him up from daycare early and spent the afternoon with him. XW came over late afternoon to pick him up. I invited her to eat with me, she accepted we had some casual conversation. She seemed really comfortable around me. She actually hung around a little bit after supper, and didn't seem in a hurry to leave (a change for her). Basically if I'm relaxed, she is relaxed. She just shows no romantic type interest in me. I suppose this has something to do with OM. I still miss her, and think of her often, but my love for her is begining to fade (I think). The death of love is hard to deal with, but as I'm finding out its just something that starts to happen. Maybe this is just a phase? Part of me wants her and I to try to build a new romantic relationship, the other part of me doesn't. Does this mean I'm begining to give up, or just let go? Hope
