Last night I was reading Mens Health Magazine and ran across an article detailing "How to" break up with a woman. Wow, I think my W must have gotten an advanced copy, because I've been on the receiving end of the Do's and dont's for months now. Stange enough it kinda helped me a little. Basically the article described to to break up, not give your partner false hope, and make it as painless as possible. I put myself in her shoe and started to understand how she must feel. As I really think about the things she has done, I can see that she has tried to keep from hurting me. I guess I kinda appreciate/respect the fact that she never gave me false hope, she never waivered in her decision, I have to believe it wasnt easy for her. Life goes on, she was in my life for nearly 10 years, we have two terrific/healthy boys. I wouldn't trade it for anything. I'm thankful for what I had and what I have.
This weekend she leaves to Cabo for a week. Dont know whom she is going with, dont really want to know, I want to believe its just GF's, but doesnt really matter at this point. Last year at this time she went down there. Shortly after that, I started to get the feeling something wasnt right with our relationship. Maybe 11 days away for me and the boys will clear her head. At this point, I know its just wishfull thinking on my part.
Hope everyone has a good weekend, do yourself a favor and do something good for yourself this weekend.
