Good to hear from you. Hope you get your computer fixed, they are a pain when they dont work properly.
Yeh, I've been in a bit of a funk lately. Not sure how to get through this, but to believe that things will get better, everyone tells me things will get better and I know everyone cant be wrong. Thanks for the words of encouragement and the reassurance that things will get better. In my heart I know things will get better, I go through times of concentrating on the love I've lost and not the love I still have. I am so thankfull that I have two healthy, wonderful boys. I have so much to be thankfull for. I just nee to focus on the positive.
Your 100% right, I have too much anger towards her to be around her. It concerns me that I dont feel like talking with her, I love her so much, yet I'm very uncomfortable around her, I know its to be expected after all thats happened. Its just wierd.
On a positive note it was great to see the boys after being gone all week. I set up a tent in the living room so they could play like they were camping, its still set up. They are so innocent and easy to please. We had a great time together.
