I'm kind of having a tough day today. Annual meeting is tonight, H said he's not going, and I've not said a word about it. I'm sure I'll have a tough time not agonizing about him being w/ow if she's not there either. I mean, really, why would I believe they are not together if they are both gone from there? It would be a perfect opportunity, as her D has religion class tonight and S is skipping his (same as ow's D) to go to a youth group with a friend. I'm trying to give myself a pep talk about this one but not having a lot of success.
I've only had a couple of quick emails from H today, not much to them.
This morning H tried to get his wedding ring on, in front of me, said "the f-----g thing still won't go on" and put it back on his dresser. AT LEAST he didnt put it back buried in the basket where he left it for a year.
When he got home last night he was really wound up about weird stuff that went on at work...I guess he got called and raked over the coals by the h of a woman he saw. this h wanted his wife hospitalized (psych.). Just a lot of weird stuff, and of course made for an interesting day for H. we were talking about it, and he got to talking about another woman he is aware of who has had 3 affairs, keeps moving on to a new guy who makes more money, leaving a path of destruction and grief in her wake. H called it "sleeping her way up the food chain" ...I didnt say a word, but I wanted to say "uh, yeah, H, just like a certain other person I know"...but I just listened to him talk. H was disgusted by it, actually said how disgusted it makes him. He looked pretty angry. I couldnt/can't help but hope some of the other stuff registers.
