Hi Dawn, I know, I've been feeling myself get "out of whack" again. I think what set it off was going through the darn checks for the taxes. It was just so incredibly painful to have those very concrete and tangible reminders of all that pain and deceit. It really was like living through it all again, but all at once, not day by day/incident by incident. I was totally unprepared for how difficult that would be. It really caught me by surprise. Plus, H mentions things about work--specifically the medical department--that he could only know by talking to a staff member in that department. I don't need to guesses to know who that would be. This is something that I became aware of just before the bomb dropped. it had died down for a while, and now it seems to be more noticable.
so, I'm not at all sure what to do. Thank God the taxes are finished.
