yuk yuk yuk I'm having a hard time. I hate these icky feelings, but I can't seem to get them out of my mind.
I guess one good thing is, I have to work late tonight, and H is uncomplainingly taking S to a program at his school (which I hate to miss, but it was scheduled at the last minute)....there was a time when H would have pitched a mighty fit, or refused to do it...
of course, annual meeting is coming up in 2 weeks, and H is talking about not going, says all the therapists are boycotting, I have a hard time believing it is not because it bothers ow to see us together.
oh, ick though, I just saw a photo of my self in 01, and I was REALLY fat...it's awful!
I'ts so pretty out today after being rainy for a week, I keep thinking if I could get outside and go bike riding, I would do better.
