hi Dawn, its good to hear from you. How is your niece doing? I hope it isnt anything too serious.
Honestly, your "fall back" position is helpful, so it's ok for you to go there. I think hormones are a huge part of the problem right now, I just have a hard time recognizing and remembering that, and of course it makes it harder to keep myself in check. That has to be what it is, because honestly, there is no other reason for me to be upset. H has been pleasant, fun, considerate, loving, and still I feel weepy and whiny and clingy and this has been building for 2 weeks, I'd guess. I do better when I'm on prozac the last 2 weeks of my cycle, but it's been so irregular for the last year, I hardly ever know when the last 2 weeks is. I guess maybe i'll need to stay on it all the time, although I honestly do ok without it 2 weeks of the month. Of course never ever having to see ow again wouldnt hurt either (the b---h is parked right next to me, I mean the next parking stall, today. hmmmmm, hard to believe that one is unintentional. I was there first!) oh well.
H tells me he goes to work on the weekends, I just have such a hard time believing him. I manage to "act as if" and use thought stoping to deal with it, but it's extremely hard this time of month. but I have to do it, I know my clingyness drives him nuts, and frankly I can't blame him. I make myself nuts! ick!
However, I think something sort of important MAY have happened last night...I'll make a seperate post so this one isnt so long, but I'd sure take any opinions anyone had to offer.
